Saruwatari Ayumi (junglemonkee) wrote,
Saruwatari Ayumi

The Daily Chronicles: A Promise of a Better Deal

Come on, I'm serious this time. I'M SERIOUS. Just come back. I've changed, I swear I have.

I was just mad before - you know how you make me. I just can't help it. I start thinking about where I'd be without you and I just get so crazy that I'm so dependent on another person. Can't you see that my life would end without you? Just come back. Come on. Just come back. I'm nothing without you. Nothing.

And you need me! We complete each other, right? I mean, we're partners, we're simpatico, we're Jekyll and Hyde, right? Okay, maybe not that, but you're like part of me. The part that I can't live without. The part that keeps me going and I get so jealous of anyone else who ever gets to interact with you.

You don't need them. They don't know you like I do. They haven't been there for you like I have. They haven't looked into your soul and seen what I've seen, and if they did, they wouldn't be here like I've been here. See, that's it, baby. You've seen the ugly side of me and I've seen the ugly side of you and we love each other. We love each other, right? And nobody else can come into that. I know they're saying ugly things to you about me, but you know the truth. You know that I love you and when I get all crazy it's just crazy in love with you and that I don't really want to hurt you but sometimes I just get you and me mixed up and it's really me that I hate and I take it out on you and baby I would never hurt you because you're my life.

You're my life.

Don't let them come between us like this. You would never have left me if they hadn't told you to. I'm not what they're saying! Look at what I've done for you! I've made you what you are! Where would you be without me? Nowhere! That's right! I made you! Don't forget that. Without me you'd be nothing. I took you from nothing and loved you and made you the person you are. If you leave me, you go right back to nothing.

That's right. Come back. Come here. No, I don't think it'll scar. You're fine. You'll see. It'll all be better. I promise.

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